true or false?

when your reality becomes better than your dreams, and pain is an idea of your past... you become selfish of your happiness. thus, you limit your writing, your sharing, your everything. you screen all things beautiful because you want it for yourself...


or maybe, you just don't know how to put into words your happiness.


because happiness is to qualia, and pain... pain is to empathy.



true or false?

demanding

how could you allow me to hurt you as much as ive hurt you now? please fight back, that's how things should go. don't make me break your heart, coz the sound of you're heart shattering to thousands of pieces hurt me more than you can ever imagine. it's killing me knowing that you're crying because of me, and that you can't sleep because i wouldn't want things to be okay between us because i am pissed with how things went tonight.

how many times do i have to tell you that you are more than enough for me? that it is I who has this big ego problem, and attention deficiency.

im so sorry that ive caused you so much pain... :(

i love you, baby.

...........doh

i will always end up pushing people away. it's not that i meant to do it. all i want is one person, just one person, who won't ever give up on me.

beauty in the breakdown

When insecurity and lack of self confidence gradually make you into a monster-- a person who deliberately infuses pain on other people, it is best if one reverts to the sickening ideals of indifference (apologies to those who believe that mediocrity is A-ok). (indifference) is a crime worthy to be done.

To be unfeeling, even for a while, means salvaging anything and everything worth saving.


the beauty of breaking down and middle ground.

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amen.